Ideas
January 15, 2012
Open Letter to Future Generations: This is What Gender Panic Sounded Like
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November 5, 2011
What Economic Justice and Reform Looks Like
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November 3, 2011
Judge William Adams and other Abusive Parents Beware! Its Little Daughter, Not Big Brother Who’s Watching You.
Posted by Ryan McGivern under Justice, Parenting, Technology, ViolenceLeave a Comment
Parents, I feel your pain.
Yes, we now live in a surveillance society.
Just when we thought we could be as emotionally and physically abusive as we wanted to be in the safety of our own homes,
the Internet shows up and ruins all the fun.
Dammit!
Take as an example Judge William Adams.
He’s a judge in family court and gets to decide when a person is fit to be a parent.
And like all reasonable people, he liked to come home and beat his daughter into submission.
No biggie.
Until, that is, his daughter caught it on tape and shared it on the internet.
Damn you Prying Eyes of Accountability!
Or what about Freemon Everett Seay who like everyone else liked to hack away at his daughter
with a wooden sword for hours?
That’s just good ol’ fashioned parenting right there.
But when his daughter took pictures of her injuries and posted them to the internet,
here comes other people with their ‘laws, common sense, decency, humanity, and love.’
Wasn’t the world much easier when parents could hide behind four walls and abuse their children in private?
If this pattern continues, soon we’ll see people video taping police officers to hold them accountable too!
Judge William Adams: Beating into submission like whoa!
http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-201_162-57316508/texas-judge-beating-video-causing-outrage/?tag=cbsnewsLeadStoriesAreaMain
Freemon Everett Seay: Conan the Douche
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2011/10/19/national/main20122803.shtml?tag=re1.channel
You can call Judge William Adams’ office and tell them he is unfit for service as a judge:
361-790-0138
November 2, 2011
Common Ground Between Occupy and Tea Party
Posted by Ryan McGivern under Ideas, Justice, Love, Politics, Pop Culture1 Comment

October 26, 2011
101 Things To Do When You’ve Had Too Much Coffee
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Start a zine
Raise a cocker spaniel
Trip on smoked banana peels
Pour boiling hot herbal tea into a garden plot and wait for a gazebo to grow
Ignite a sunset
Propose to a garden gnome
Visit the elderly and make them my unwitting models for my “Waiting to Expire” website
Knit a child a sweater made from human hair
Dine among kittens
Take one deep breathe and fourteen little ones then drink three gluten free beers
Join a pottery class only to drop it because “glazing is so passe and its required!”
Recycle jokes I heard from Carlos Mencia as karma
Bury secrets in my closet
Amputate
Pull someone’s finger whether they want me to or not
Listen to the Beatles Rubber Soul album four times in a row in the dark
Watch Mystery Science Theater 3000 with the sound off with “Dark Side of The Moon” playing
Howl at a sunrise
Light a fire, run away
Put books I don’t want in a bookstore
Sing to the mailperson through the mailslot
Stand in the shower
Write the first sentence of a novel
Dance like people are watching when no one is
Eat ice cream soup
Nap until morning
Raise a family of ducks, cause a divorce and some delinquency
Fly a kite in a lightning storm with the string attached to an electric eel as justice
Fly paper airplanes into airport bathroom stalls
Go to the zoo and ask mournfully: “Who’s really in the cage? Really?”
Daydream, night terror, nocturnally emit, daywalk, moonwalk
Sit in a bathtub
Go window shopping for windows
Swim in a stranger’s eyes
Crank call a relative
Eat popcorn without butter to prove it can be done
Found a museum
Watch a little league game and talk loudly about how commercialized the sport is
Pick a peck of pickled peppers
Plant a tree, chop it down, call it a day
Write a letter to Santa, address it to myself, read it when it arrives and get busy making dolls
BBQ!
Watch “Scooby Doo” and really you know, like ‘feel it,’ man
Watch “Swingblade” as romance
Make a pizza and deliver it to a stranger’s house
Eat mac n’ cheese off a frisbee
Buy a parrot and teach it to say “I love you”–and really mean it this time
Play croquet with a flamingo
Play golf with a mango
Play possum at the library
Baby sit a chair
Prospect for gold in my friend’s house
Study my hand for an hour and think about Carl Sagan
Practice flesh origami
Play guitar with a pool cue
Look up ways to lance boils on the internet
Tell a librarian to lower their voice
Ruin a joke
Tape a note to a public bathroom’s toilet reading: “Carpe Diem”
Listen to punk for once in my life, goddammit
Solve the riddle of the Sphinx
Read the Bible backwards
Wash the ground around a parked car
Whistle a merry little tune
Make a scrapbook of my toenail clippings
Paint furniture!
Draw an insensitive cartoon, release it, then retract it with a poorly worded apology
Put a bandaid under my left eye
Go to a church and raise my hand to ask questions during the sermon
Offer a cemetery to volunteer as a Zombie Lookout
Eavesdrop on others
Ride the bus all day, nap off and on
Watch Judge Judy and learn a thing or two about real life, man
Befriend a fish
Bowl for fish
Fish for compliments
Gamble on a game of “Risk”
Collect comics that feature Wolverine because “I can identify with him.”
Cake!
Trace the outline of my face and features in the mirror, enter parallel universe
Sew some drapes, y’all!
Lift 12oz. weights
Donate blood
Play volleyball in jeans, then motorcycle away and make love in silhouette
Exorcise
Watch “Space Jam” in slow motion
Write the Wall Street Journal an Op-Ed piece about my opinions, feelings, fears
Deep fat fryer!
Hangout at the grocery store and supermarket shuffle with people in a hurry
Watch a cat give birth while smoking a clove cigarette and making critiques
Listen to AM radio
Eat the watermelon seeds at a watermelon seed spitting contest
Ghost ride the whip
Smile!
Make lists
October 20, 2011
Limb Regeneration and Organ Manufacture
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October 18, 2011
Movie Analysis: “Insomnia”
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Christopher Nolan’s 2002 modern crime classic “Insomnia” is one of my favorite neo-noir/crime thrillers of recent years.
The themes of the film are familiar to viewers of Nolan’s work and I’ll just go over some of the major ideas I picked up on the film.
Like most detective stories, this one follows the mythic theme of Oedipus: he searched for the origin of the curse upon Thebes but it was he all along that had caused it. This is the heart of “Insomnia” and many ‘anti-hero’ type tales.
The detective themselves must journey through the trial/gauntlet/case to confront and defeat their own fault.
In “Insomnia” we see this played out in the way Dormer and Fitch mirror each other and it is Dormer who ultimately confronts himself and succeeds in his inner-conflict.
We have a scene at the end where Dormer reveals his ‘first transgression’ to the Hotel owner in a type of confession speech, then he confesses to Burr in Fitch’s lake home, before he finally confronts Fitch (his shadow/mirror).
It is no mistake that as Dormer defeats Fitch, Fitch falls into the waters of the subconscious and slowly fades away. The demon has been exorcised.
Let’s just take a look at names in the film real quick:
Dormer: of course from the Latin ‘to sleep.’ Unfortunately for Dormer he only ‘sleeps’ at the end of the film–after six days without sleep. Fitch says this period of sleeplessness “beat his record” and we can presume that Dormer gets to “rest” on the Seventh Day echoing the week of creation.
Burr: Of course Swank’s “Nancy Drew” character of pure heart is the “burr under the saddle” of Dormer, who compels him to overcome his personal demons. She is the nagging conscience, the student who adores Dormer and in her innocence can perhaps live up to a higher standard of justice than Dormer.
Rachel Clement: The Hotel operator who gives shelter to Dormer is named after ‘clemency,’ or ‘pardon, forgiveness.’ She
appears throughout with a Christian cross on her necklace. It is Clement who oversees Dormer’s first confession and adds: “I’m not in the position to judge.”
There are a few uses of image to convey a thought:
Water of course is often used as an image of the unconscious and “Insomnia” is no different. It is the final resting place of Fitch, as I mentioned earlier and it is also where Dormer almost dies when he first clearly sees Fitch. In the mythos of doppelgangers it is storied commonly in German folklore that you will die shortly after seeing your double. It is true in the case of this film, but the interest is to see how he uses the time between seeing his doppelganger and his final demise. When he falls into the water among the timber, he is almost trapped there to sleep his last and eternal sleep but he emerges awake/alive albeit with his fate sealed.
“As a dog returns to its vomit” from Proverbs 26:11 is an image used to show Dormer is stuck in his old ways. After lying about the shooting of his partner Hap, Dormer vomits in an alley where there is a dead dog. Dormer returns to the same alley to further his web of lies.
The tell tale heart is alluded to when Dormer hides the incriminating pistol in the floorboard of his room.
The story follows the theme of Doppelganger also. The story of the ‘double’ or ‘id’ of the detective is common and in
“Insomnia” the idea is given to us in a number of ways.
To start, Doppelganger is a German word and we have other German names in the film (Hap Eckhart and Randy Stetz).
I have spoke of other allusions to this theme already but I will also note that in the last confrontation of Dormer and his Doppelganger Fitch at the lake house, Fitch says “Thank God you have me taking care of us.” to which Dormer says “There is no us don’t talk to me about us.”
This to me sounds very much like the ‘melding/synthesis/combining/combating’ that occurs in one of my favorite Doppelganger stories, Nabokov’s “Lolita.”
There Nabokov writes of the combat/melding of Humbert and Quilty:
“We fell to wrestling again. We rolled all over the floor, in each other’s arms, like two huge helpless children. He was naked and goatish under his robe, and I felt suffocated as he rolled over me. I rolled over him. We rolled over me. They rolled over him. We rolled over us.“
I will also point out that at one point, Dormer holds his gun to the same spot on Fitch’s neck that he himself has a scar and it would be likely that if Dormer were to have shot Fitch at that angle and spot, a similar wound would have occurred.
Of course there is much to be said about motivation’s role in guilt and ends that justify means, but I will leave that to other
analyses of this great film.
August 16, 2011
Here’s some thoughts about how to improve the experience of life.
(Please add your ideas in comments!)
1. Exploring the joys of simplicity. Less is sometimes more. Less talk, less noise, less hurrying. Fewer possessions. Stepping away from shared resources of space, water, energy.
2. Courageously expressing yourself. The wisdom you’ve gleaned is important and will feel great to share. Release those talents and gifts. Enjoy your body, stand tall, celebrate you.
3. Exploring the new. Pursue novelty, strangeness, and step out into ‘first time experiences.’ Surprise yourself!
4. Seeing yourself in the larger picture. See your life in the context of a huge world history and the legacy you’ll leave behind. Larger views of humanity and history will ease temptations towards victim-mentality and self pity.
5. Being gentle to yourself and to others. We all fail. We all are conflicted, dynamic, paradoxical, and are doing the best we can. Make space for humanity. Allow yourself and others to ‘move at the speed of bodies.’
6. Remain inquiring. Expose yourself to new ideas, keep asking questions. Challenge authority. Inspect biases and uproot prejudices.
7. Accepting responsibility. Apologize, learn, move on.
8. Making choices. Be actional, decide. Put your personal stamp on each day.
9. Getting to the heard of life. Return to life, love, family, trust, creativity, art.


